Don't read on if you mood is good .
You've already be warned .













When you cried like this , my whole body would freeze , thoughts would run wild and i would force myself to quietly listen to the sound outside , pretending not to know what's happening and why you are feeling that way.
You gave the best to me and yet i did not know how to appreciate your love for me .
You told me It will be okay and everything is gonna be alright , flashing your best smile that helped me alot , to calm myself down.

Your crying scares me so much that i don't know what to do and just wanna cry with you , die with you and nothing else .
My vision became obnubilate .
My hands and leg just went dead.

I watched my life pass me by ,
figuring out your mistakes that is crawling underneath my skin ,
mistakes that kill the soul inside ,
mistakes that maked you so weak .

I am afraid .
Cause i had never experience anything like this before ,
i have no one else to turn to , i'm feeling tired and useless just looking at you at the corner of my eyes.

You are my only strength that is left in me.
What will happen to me when you are gone...?


PS: I'm not being emo , in fact , i hate that word.
Don't ask me what happened , don't ask me why .
I just need to vent this on something.
So please understand and me getting angry and annoyed is x100 faster than before.
Well , that's that.