I didn't sleep from 2am to 6am yesterday.
wth i scared i faint while walking. lol

so like now im damn tired.

Mdm Sakeena didn't come to school today .
:D
Got punished for not bringing cme book .
3/4 of the class to be exact.
i wanted to bring yesterday but i thought he would lecture us or something.
-.- oh well.

After school , ate kfc with vera and jiemin.
yay finally !
saw ondrey then got suan.
after that met hari .
<3 his bike. lol
then he went to settle his stuffs .
we girls walk around.
bought black ankle socks and rubber .

saw jessie that biaaatch !
hehehe.
then jiemin went home and meet hari .
went carpark
slack talk .

and and SAW ASHAR TODAY !
-BEAMS-
he's skinnier and so tall !
D:
then went grandma house ; slept awhile
eat dinner and came back home.



My 4th uncle was admitted to hospital for operation .
usually i go out with him when i was young and he would buy for me doll houses.(what ?!)
but ever since i grew older and he got some sort of diease making him not to walk propely.
he had to stay grandma house .
It really pains me when he called my mum to fetch him from one place to another .
He always is very cheerful but i didn't know theres so much pain , sorrow and heartache in him.
I couldn't talk to him much because he would be either meditating or sleeping.
i can't just buzz in like that .
he said he let us down , he was useless.
those words hitted me so strong.
but i hold back my tears.
i regretted so much for not going to my grandma house and visit him.
why humans must go through pain and regrets then they would learnt their lessons?!
then they would change for the better.

Please lord , i would do anything but i don't want my uncle to leave !