This is really bad
i'm starting to fall for him
How how how !!
don't ask me to stead with him.
i DO like him okay?
and what if he rejects me !?!
then our friendship will get to fade.
he will feel awkward and so do i !
Then we wont be in contact !
he's like one of my LONGEST crush !
i really need him really alot :((
i do i do i do i do !

And what if i can't control myself and started hugging him in school?
what if i kissed him !?
what if i ...
AH PAMELA STOP !

but what if he likes me too?
then we steaaaaaaaaaad !
NO CANNOT STEAD
NONONONONONONO!
School work comes first !
relationship last !
ARGH !
-slam heads on keyboard-

oh wtf , now i'm so stressed up and SO confused
stress = eat ALOT = fat fat fat!
Lucky there's PE tomorrow .
I don't know who to turn to !

God , please help me !